SHEDSA tattered and broken lawn chair sits atop boxes of—What? A dusty suit-bag hangs toward the back, purposely hidden in a corner. Objects hold memories; some worthily preserved, others advisably disposed. The Triolo siblings obsessively follow their family’s hoarding traditions. They build sheds. It is part of their DNA. They fail to realize that saving was a necessity and a virtue for their ancestors, but obsessive storing becomes a burden and a curse to them. Sheds is a story of secrets hidden away in damp, musty cubicles. It is a tale of shanty vaults that hold possessions that in all reality end up possessing the holders.
The five Triolo siblings each have a storage unit on the family homestead filled with personal objects and family memorabilia. With the death of their mother and the sale of the family property, the children must all come to terms how to deal with the sheds’ contents and with their emotional attachments to them. Behind their decrepit and warped doors, each shed holds objects that tell stories and hold secrets; secrets that have subtly shaped the siblings’ self-worth and driven their adult lives. Sheds addresses a family’s dynamics along the lines of Franzen’s Corrections and Lahriri’s The Namesake in the sense of how generational memes propagated through parents form the rubric children use to assess their (the childrens’) successes and failures. Available at Amazon, Goodreads, search other books sellers online. Excerpt SHEDS 1 ALL WERE THERE All of the children were there except Vinnie whose calls reassured them he was on his way. The brothers weren’t surprised, but Annie was upset that the family had to go ahead and make a decision on the casket with one brother missing. Their mother was gone and she, the only girl, was now the family’s matriarch. The role weighed heavily, this cloak of responsibility, and she wore it like a bulky Afghan, feeling it in her neck and shoulders, bearing the stress with a habituated stoicism, an accordance and an homage to her mother. Annie never stood still is why everyone believed she was so wiry and never gained weight. She moved with a steady purpose, like a team captain picking players, standing off to one corner, quietly coddling folks in their misfortunes, smoothly massaging their fears and reassuring them with vivid examples that they had valid reasons to be afraid. As she expected the worse, she was assuaged when it materialized, and perhaps in a dark crevice of her mind, she felt comforted, able to keep her forebodings gathered around like fluffy kittens. In those times when outcomes tilted favorably, never mollified, she quickly bundled caveats of pending catastrophes that might eventually cast ominous darkness over the positives. Annie believed God was out to get her. Forgoing bounty-hunter angels, He personally was out to collect her soul for reasons she couldn’t justify. Maybe a lustful thought entertained too long; or a perhaps a couple Masses missed, a skipped confession. She could have short changed a collection once; or maybe it had to do with Original Sin, that sword of Damocles looming above everyone, but particularly her, its ominous shadow forever blocking out the light of God’s blessings. She was convinced only a rosary and sign of the cross would keep Him at bay; afford her the time to dodge His vengeance. Granted, Vinnie’s absence was a troubling happenstance, not altogether unexpected, but nonetheless troubling. Annie fretted, The Triolo children should all gather at this sorrowful time to model family unity and to avoid relatives and friends wondering why Francesca’s children were not all there. Francesca Triolo knew something was wrong. She had to triple her Maalox because her stomach was always burning; and, then she developed a cough. Airy, hissing spells. She held off going to the doctors. She didn’t like them. Those damned doctors always find something wrong with you is what she would say. When her coughs persisted and she appeared to be in more pain, her son Jake demanded she go and drove her to all her appointments. Dr. Boudreaux was not long out of school, So young, but real nice, Francesca would say, and he hadn’t experienced enough cases of such conditions to correctly diagnose her problem, nor had he the wisdom to seek a specialist’s advice. He wrote prescriptions for stronger and longer lasting antacids. She trusted him, happily relieved that it wasn’t anything more serious than aggita. But it was more serious than indigestion. It was a large mass the size of a baseball in the lining of her stomach and was diagnosed as cancer by those with the knowledge and equipment to discover it. Annie immediately thought to get a second opinion, and even when the second and third doctors corroborated the diagnosis, Annie couldn’t believe such a thing. “We don’t have cancer in our family,” she told Vinnie on her phone call, her voice incredulous, a plea for some accord. “I don’t understand how Momma could have that. She won’t even say the word.” Francesca would not say the word, she was so afraid of the condition, she would only call it “that”. She had friends who died of cancer, ones she visited in their last days to witness their suffering. She would not say the word, so the children did not say the word after they learned the test results. Francesca knew what she had and that she would die from it. In the still moments, the children finishing the routines of her care, she laid in bed, her children thinking she was asleep, she stared at the ceiling. She couldn’t tell them she knew without worrying them. She could not say what she knew without saying the word. Fanno’s Funeral Home was a large building on Magazine Street, its red bricks were painted a drab army green long ago, even before Francesca’s husband Gino had been waked there. Sons Paul, Calo, and Jake stood straight and solemn, arms hanging to the front with fingers interlocked, dutifully welcoming guests at the front door as Annie moved through the viewing parlor, erect back, determined steps, like a nervous stage director on opening night, pointing here, pointing there, then setting flowers to be certain no giver’s arrangement was set too far in the background or behind another’s. Her husband Philip obediently followed her instructions to make certain the food was ready, there was enough, and he watch over their two boys, Danny and Gino. He moved with the stodginess of an English butler, a stiffness that signaled his uneasiness in a suit that had ceased to fit. Like Annie, Philip was active, but unlike her, he took time to slow down and take care of himself with good and plenty food, usually accompanied by ample glasses of Dixie beer. He was over-weigh, not obese, but heavy. His short height caused his paunch, she called his beer gut, to be more noticeable than taller men who drank just as much. Philip had gone partially bald early in his marriage, his sides remained full, surrounding a horseshoe bald spot that gave him the look of a leprechaun. Generally, he was cheerful, but certainly not a push-over; and Annie had come to know how far to push. For the night, in deference to the event and respect for Annie’s emotional condition, he was her servant and readily and accurately carried out her wishes never needing clarifications. Aunt Rosie in her black outfit walked over to the casket. She was careful of her steps, her weight shifting from side to side as she lifted and placed each black laced shoe in a wide stance. She knew shoes could snag a carpet. Her best friend, Gustina, was now laid up in the hospital with a broken hip all because her shoes failed to slide over a carpet at the Mayfair buffet. A dark scarf covered Aunt Rosie’s head nun-like as she quietly and reverently stood near the casket. It wasn’t that long ago when she was the principal-aggrieved one standing and sobbing uncontrollably over Sabaturi, her husband of 60 years. It seemed to Rosie that these waning years were collapsing inwardly with the heaviness of others’ illnesses and deaths, so much so that she needed new changes of funereal wear; and she had to make the conscious decision, for her own health, to temper the depth and length of her mourning for her friends’ losses. And now, she stood over her sister Francesca, laying there, porcelain imaged, styled with an enigmatic grin that seemed foreign to those who knew and loved her in life. Aunt Rosie quickly reached out as Annie went by carrying a large floral arrangement. “She looks so peaceful there, Antonia. Like she’s sleeping. Ahhh mischinu. Where did the years go? Seems like we were just kids. She was the smart one you know Antonia. Of all of us, she was the smart one.” Aunt Rosie quickly formed the sign of the cross and began to quietly weep. Annie repeated the gesture; and, she also began sobbing. “You hear from Vinnie?” Uncle Vito asked Jake. His voice sounded like gravel in a tin plate and emanated from deep in his throat. Uncle Vito Colletti was married to Antoinette, Jake’s paternal aunt, who the family called Ninetta. He was a small man, five-five, who spent his life cutting hair under the pedestrian ramp to the New Orleans-Algiers ferry on the end of Canal Street. Vito’s lifetime of making other men look good was not wasted on himself. Even in his aging years, his hair was dark, evenly parted and doused with generous spritzes of Jerris Tonic. Stiff-starched pants and shirts, sharply creased, and mirror shined shoes were his trademark along with the ever-present smell of talcum powder and hair tonic, the same used to send customers on their way. A delicate face and pencil thin moustache seemingly sketched with a fine marker were evocative of Hollywood’s leading men of his youth. “Yes, we heard from him. He’s supposed to be here any minute now. Probably got stuck in traffic somewhere. You know how the traffic is in the city these days. And you think they’ll let you in when you’re trying to get onto a street. No way. It’s every man for himself anymore Uncle Vito. Every man for himself,” said Jake. “What’s he doing now?” asked Uncle Vito. Aunt Ninetta walked up to the the two, “She’s got a good turnout Jake. God rest her soul. She had a lot of friends.” Her subdued voice came through her nose in a slow sing-song lament. Regardless of circumstances, Aunt Ninetta’s frozen countenance always suggested sorrow, maybe pity, perhaps a tint of disgust. She stood with a slight lean toward Jake, a head taller than Uncle Vito and much wider. Jake looked toward the crowd, “Yeah she did have friends, Aunt Ninetta. I’m not sure what Vinnie is up to now, Uncle Vito. Last time I talked to him he was selling air purifiers. Well he wasn’t just selling them; he was part owner of the company.” “Oh yeah, I know about that. I got some letters from him asking me to invest. That was quite a while ago. Is he still doing that?” said Uncle Vito. “I think so. You hungry Uncle Vito, Aunt Ninetta? There’s food in the back there,” said Jake. “I’ll eat later. Maybe after the rosary,” Uncle Vito said. “I guess I’ll grab a bite before we pray,” said Aunt Ninetta. “I don’t know when Father Donahue is going to be here. Mangia, eat. I’ll find out when he’s coming from Annie,” said Jake. “I’m not hungry now Jake. I been having problems with my stomach lately. I gotta see the doctor I guess.” “You worry too, much Vito that’s why. Jake he’s a worrywart. And you eat too fast,” Aunt Ninetta said. “Where the hell is Vinnie?” Annie whispered to Calo on her way to the backroom and the food. “He’ll be here, Annie. He’ll be here.” Calo leaned back, stretching with both hands on the lower part of his back. “You still having trouble with your back?” asked Annie. “Yeah. Guess I’m gonna have to get it looked at again. Who’s got the time to see a doctor? I’ll be all right,” said Calo. “Philip,” Annie swallowed a shout to him as he went by, “Make sure the kids don’t eat too much of those fatty lunch meats back there. And keep them away from the desserts. I don’t need them getting diabetes from too much sugar. God in heaven, that’s all I need now.” Friends and relatives gradually filled the room dressed in mourning wear that held the stale scents of back closets and moth balls. The smells of warming food, cologne, heavy perfume, and flowers permeated the frigid air-conditioned rooms creating a pallid presence of their own. Men puffed pipes, cigars, and cigarettes in a smoking room to the back, their exhales wafting out toward the visitation parlor, hovering in fine wisps that trailed their own odors. The decor of thick carpet, heavy furniture, and gothic fixtures enfolded subdued murmurs. Relatives that once intimately shared lives in nascent years greeted one another with the awkwardness of those estranged by either circumstances or design. Where once they joyfully celebrated church feast-days, birthdays, holidays, and weddings, they now, each having been led to other places and lives through the whims of fate, were occasionally, yet obligingly, brought back together by death. Some family members stiffly greeted each other, struggling to be cordial beyond veneers of ill feelings from unresolved rifts, though belabored, their origins worn away with age. A few remembered. Cousins Lee and Sal viewed family gatherings as arenas to resume a long-standing grievance over land ownership in Sant’ Anna, Sicily. One claimed the other’s father secretly sold the property and pocketed the money. Neither man had ever visited the small commune or examined any official records to substantiate his claim. Their predictable interaction had turned into a game of brinkmanship that in the end created a civil commonality, a purpose for interacting, however contentious, so that neither man would seriously ever wish to close the issue. Uncles Vito Colletti and Tony Triolo, brothers-in-law, now well into their 70’s had gradually learned to be cordial after years of accusing the other of digging up money the “old man” had buried in the pasture, or under the back stairs of the barn; no one knew for sure. In years past, the arguments usually exacerbated by homemade wine would go: “Only you knew where your Papa used to bury the money,” Vito would say. “That’s a damned lie.” Tony would counter. “Alls I know,” Vito would say, “is your sister Ninetta told me your Papa had $3000.00 saved from selling some cows and a wagon of hay. She said she seen him put it in a Prince Albert can with her own eyes.” “Then she saw him bury it too, right?” interrupted Tony. “If she’da told me where the money was buried and I dug it up, why the hell would I be blaming you all these years, Tony? I’d just shut up and never bring up the subject.” With advancing age, their tenor of the accusations mellowed although neither man was inclined to trust the other about anything. There was a slight atmospheric change in the room. The conversation level rose as people gathered toward the front door. “Mama, Uncle Vinnie’s here,” Annie’s son Gino said. Annie headed toward the gathering and weaved through to greet Vinnie with a hug then a quick kiss on the lips. “Glad you’re here,” she said and began weeping. Vinnie was turned this way and that as people grabbed his arm to shake his hand, or get set for a hug, or pat him on the back. He always rebounded by turning toward Annie. Soon brothers Calo, Jake, and Paul worked their way through the gathering to hug him and give him a quick kiss. Then the wives joined in and their kids, all hugging and kissing Vinnie. “Danny, the last time I saw you you were this tall,” Vinnie said as he held on to the child’s arm. Give me a hug.” Danny hugged his uncle but turned his face away when Vinnie kissed him. “Why does everybody kiss on the lips Uncle Vinnie? We gotta kiss every relative here on the lips. Blahhh!” “I understand paesano,” Vinnie said. “That’s just the old Sicilian custom of greeting, but we can just shake hands,” and he held out his hand. They shook hands giving each other a brisk wide pump and Danny looked down with a blushing smile. “You hungry?” Annie said. “Philip get Vinnie a plate. Go on Vinnie go get a plate and some wine. Mangia.” “Wine would be nice,” Vinnie said. He followed Philip to the back room. Aunt Rosie held a paper plate to her chest and lifted a sandwich to her mouth between sentences. “I was sure your mom would pull through,” she said to Jake. “She seemed to be strong when I visited her in the hospital.” “Yeah, Aunt Rosie, we thought she was getting better too, but the doctors never gave us hope. They told us just after the operation that they couldn’t get all of the cancer. I guess we didn’t want to think the worst.” Aunt Rosie lifted a sandwich and took a healthy bite. The ham poked out and limply flapped as she accentuated her talk with hand gestures. “She was a hard worker, you know Calo. Worked hard every day of her life even when we were kids, Francesca had to work hard. Your Nannu Italiano would hire us out to work neighbors’ fields. We would work all week chopping cotton, or hoeing weeds for 50 cents and at the end of the week, your Nannu Italiano would get the money from the neighbor and we would never see it. One time me and your momma decided we wanted our money and we both went to tell Papa we didn’t want him to take our money next week. We wanted to buy some fingernail polish and a little pink plastic purse we could keep our polish in. The old man hit the ceiling when we told him we wanted our money. His face got all red and he threw buckets and tools against the cow shed. At the end of the week, he threw our money at us yelling, of course in Italian, ‘You want your money, so take the money. Here! That’s the thanks I get for giving you food and a place to live. I would do better to raise a bunch of hogs. At least I could kill them and eat them. Go on take your money. afanabolu! But you go buy your own food.’ He was a mean old man your grandpa Italiano, Calo. A real mean old man.” “Did you buy your fingernail polish and the purse?” asked Calo. “We walked to this little old town that had a small drug store, a farmacia and bought our things. When we got back, Papa wouldn’t give us nothing to eat. My brothers Sal and Dominic sneaked food to us that night. That’s how we ate. “I remember when she was carrying you Calo. She was sick as dog. Sick as a dog Calo, and worrying every minute that you wouldn’t make it into this world.” “Really, Aunt Rosie. I never heard that before.” “Oh yeah. She’d say, ‘Why did I get this way, Rosie?’ She meant carrying a baby. I’d tell her, the Lord would take care of her and you. And thank the Lord, she quickly crossed herself, here you are.” Annie worked her way through the crowd and walked to Vinnie holding on to an elderly lady who struggled to keep pace. “This is my brother Vinnie, Miss Irene,” she spoke loudly, leaning into the lady’s ear. “Vinnie, you remember Miss Irene, don’t you? She lived next door to Momma.” “Oh, hello Miss Irene,” Vinnie said and politely bowed. “Thanks for coming.” “Me and your momma were very good friends. I knew her when she met your daddy down in Jesuit Bend. Then me and my husband, Clarence, God rest his soul,” she quickly made the sign of the cross, “moved to Oak Point, right next to them. Me and your momma used to make the St. Joseph cookies and bread for the altars whenever your daddy would make an altar. I ain’t Italian, but I lived around Italians all my life and learned to cook like ‘em.” “Well, it’s nice to see you again,” Vinnie bowed again, “Excuse me Miss Irene. I think I’m gonna try some of that pasta.” Vinnie carefully backed away, still bowing as he moved. Annie stood next to Jake. “You seen Father Donahue yet? We ought to get on with the rosary so we can have people who want to say something about momma speak.” “Not yet. I did call him at least 3 times last week to make sure he knew where to come and when we wanted him here. I hope he didn’t forget. I wanted Father Mancuso, but he couldn’t do it. Momma would have wanted Father Mancuso, I’m sure she would have.” “Let me get back to make sure everybody got something to eat,” Annie said. “You think I should call the church?” Jake shrugged, hands out slightly to his sides, palms up. Father Donohue eventually arrived in a fluster. “I got so lost coming across the river. I thought I was going toward Magazine and ended up on Canal Street. I don’t get over here that often. Sorry I’m late. “You’re fine Father. We were just worried you might have had an accident,” Annie said. “I just read in the papers about a priest that was going to a wedding, I think it was some place in Brazil, and he took a wrong turn and ended driving into a large area of quicksand. They found his car a week later. Good rest his soul.” she made the sign of the cross, “Come on Father. Get something to eat before we begin the rosary.” Annie led Father Donohue to the back kitchen and gave him a plate stacked high with potato salad, a thick ham and cheese sandwich, and pickles and tomatoes that hung over the plate. As he balanced the food and the plate on his way to a table he spoke to Annie. “I’m sorry Mrs. Brewer, I’ve done very little in your parish so please help me with some information about your mother. It is pronounced Tree-0-lah yes?” At the table, Annie peered into his black binder and pointed at her mother’s name. “No, Tree-o-low.” “Tree-o-low he practiced. Francisco, correct?” “Fran-cis-cah. But everybody knows her as Francis.” The priest took out a ball point pen and quickly clicked it to correct the spelling and make a note. “Thanks,” he said. “So, after we do the rosary, I will say a little something about your mom according to the information you gave me. And are we going to have people come up afterwards?” “Oh yeah. My brothers and I will say something and whoever else wants to speak.” “You don’t mind then, if I leave when my part is done because I have to be back at church to get ready for morning Mass. Since I got lost coming here, I want to be sure I have a lot of time to find my way back.” Annie shook her head no. In the moment she could not think of a good reason why he should stay, except that she thought it was always pleasant and reassuring to be in the presence of a priest at these solemn and sacred occasions. “Will you be here tomorrow when we close the casket and go to the cemetery?” “Oh, no I won’t be here, but I think Father Mancuso will be able to be here for that and the burial.” “Good,” Annie said. “Oh Father, here is a donation. Thanks for coming out.” The priest quickly traced his hand in a blessing over the envelope and put it in his pants pocket, under his cassock. He took a couple of bites from his sandwich, “Well I think we should begin, don’t you?” Annie walked around with a coffee cup in hand lightly clinking it with a spoon. She announced solemnly that the rosary was about to begin so everyone should gather around. She wanted to put everyone at ease by telling them there was no need to have beads in hand since the priest would keep track of the prayers on his own, as would Annie and a few older people who knew to bring rosaries. And so, Father Donahue and the attendees began in chorus, “In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost ….” While everyone gathered for the rosary, Vinnie cautiously eased out of the parlor. Humid night air rushed him, a refreshing change from the miasmic staleness of the funeral home. He walked toward the Grey Albatross, a gathering place of sailors and dock workers, near the wharf where he had arranged to meet a high school buddy. He and his friend Wyatt Cox would visit the bar even when they were under-age high school students. In those days they stood at the bar, smug in their older appearances, brazenly risking the boot if asked for ID’s. They took great pride holding conversations with the older, world-weary drinkers, commiserating over their sorrowful monologs: how their wives had disappointed them, how their children had rejected them, how their employers took advantage of them, how nothing good awaited them at home, how they came to the point of nightly sitting on high shaky stools, leaning on damp sticky bars—how they became drunks. With the ignorance of youth and inexperience of Life, Vinnie and Wyatt failed to grasp the deep angst behind these men’s tellings, the boys humoring them with placating platitudes, feeding them contentious subjects to ruminate, delightfully adding oily spritzes to their morose slides into gloom. Vinnie’s own grown-life experiences had blotted out the memory of these Albatross sessions as he turned the corner and walked toward the bar. Ahead, music streamed onto the street, pouring out like a pent-up dragon stalking those leaving. Heavy drumbeats, blaring horns, tribal vocals nudged their backs ushering them onto the sidewalk as if to clear a lane for those entering. As Vinnie walked through the crowd into the midst of strident chatter and the salsa music, his eyes strained to see through the smoky orange light, its source a bright sign behind the bar. The light bathed everyone’s face; their drinks transformed by the color. The sign said “Beer” is all. No brand or picture, just an orange neon statement of the obvious. Wyatt’s face reflected the color as he sat between two burly longshoremen. Upon seeing Vinnie, he quickly stood up, big smile, opened arms, readying for a man-hug. “Vinnie. Sorry to hear about your mom, man. I hadn’t heard or saw anything in the paper. I would have been better prepared to come.” “That’s cool Wyatt. Yeah, she had been sick for quite a while.” “I bet your brothers and sister are taking it hard, eh?” “Well Annie sure is. She and Jake were the closest to mom. They did most of the care giving.” “So, when did you get in?” asked Wyatt. “Just today. Had a heck of a time getting a flight at the last minute.” “You gonna stay for a while?” “No man. I can’t stay. I got to get back to try to get something going. Hell, nothing seems to be working for me. I get these leads on things and they turn out to be shit.” “Did you ever call that woman I told you about? My dad said she was looking for some place to invest some money. In fact, he was talking you up a blue streak.” “No, I never got around to it. I got so involved in trying to find other ways to earn money just to pay bills. I got nothing left, Wyatt, nothing.” “Didn’t I hear that you were working with a guy to develop that air purifier thing? What happened to that?” “Yeah. I took him in as a partner; but he was a flake, man. I put in the little money I had and he blew it on crap that didn’t work. He talked a good line, but he didn’t have as much money or connections as I had, which was very puny at that.” “You had a prototype, didn’t you?” “Oh yeah. We had a couple made, that’s where all of our, I mean, my money went.” “I don’t want to bring up a sore subject, or maybe it isn’t. Do you ever hear from Jamie?” “That is a sore subject, Pal. Thanks for bringing it up.” “You know her brother got sent up to Angola for that robbery.” “Yeah. I know. Calo told me that.” “I’m sorry if it’s a raw subject, Vinnie, it’s just that I’ve heard from a few of our old buddies that she still goes by Jamie Triolo. They’re always asking me if you guys are still married. You’re not, are you?” “Nope. I got an annulment when I found out she might have a husband at the time we were supposed to be married. Turned out it wasn’t true, she never was legally married to that guy; but, didn’t matter after a while, I still was able to get out of the mess.” There was a dead pause then, “So what are you doing now?” Vinnie asked. “Well, you know I went back to community college and became a paralegal. I’m working with my old man. Looking up stuff. Doing research, you know?” “You and Sarah still together?” “Oh yeah.” “Marriage?” “We don’t talk about that much Vinnie, that is, we don’t talk too seriously about that. We’ll see.” Vinnie looked down at his watch, “They’re saying the rosary now, so I ducked out. Glad you showed up man. Good to see you again. You gave me a good excuse to get out of there. Thanks.” “When was the last time you said the rosary, Vinnie?” Wyatt grinned. “Oh hell. When was the last time you said the rosary?” “I’m not Catholic Vinnie. You know that. I’m an atheist.” “Let me think. Seems the last time I said a rosary must have been in catechism class, eighth grade, maybe?” Vinnie said, “I don’t remember.” “Aside from them grieving for your mom, how are your brothers and sister doing?” “They’re fine. Everybody’s trying to make a living and survive. So, how’s your family, your dad, mom. Your sister?” “They’re okay. You know my mom, always complaining. Could be raining gold coins, she’d bitch because no one gave her a bucket. Same old same. My old man fishes a lot, but he doesn’t seem to catch a lot of fish.” Neither man seemed to have the will to rehash the past, or dredge up the names of old friends. The passage of time and the length of their separation had narrowed the range of their interest, their commonalities. Their conversation was slowly ambling to a dead stop. Now the talk was about the Grey Albatross, the music, its people, Wyatt reminded him of some of the pathetic people they used to egg on at the bar, Vinnie feigned a sketchy recall; and then, rapid subject shifts served to fill the time of Vinnie’s AWOL from the rosary. When there seemed to be nothing more to say and the men sat in an awkward silence, Vinnie snapped his wrist, “Well, friend, it looks like it’s time to get back. You want to come over to say hello?” “Vinnie. I hope you’ll forgive me, but I don’t think I would do anybody any good being there. I mean look at me, I’m not dressed. I know your brother Paulie a little. I’ve been in his shop getting some things fixed, but it’s been a long time since I’ve talked to anybody else. I don’t even know if they would remember me. I think it would kind of be a distraction. I hope you understand buddy.” “I understand. Listen. I will call you before I leave town and we can get together one more time, eh? Maybe have Sarah come along and invite some of the guys. You ever see them anymore?” “Oh yeah I see them all the time, but we don’t hang out much anymore. I’m usually with Sarah or my family, you know?” “Yep. I know.” The two embraced. Vinnie and Wyatt walked out together, each turned toward an opposite direction, giving a quick wave in parting. Vinnie eased into the viewing parlor from the direction of the smoking room. His sister-in-law, Vickie, quickly met him as soon as he walked in and gently led him toward the food room. “Where were you, Vinnie?” she whispered, “Annie and Paulie are all upset you weren’t around for the rosary and they’re really mad you weren’t here to say something about your mom.” “I met a friend down the street. I had to get some air and get away from this gloomy place. I’m sorry Vickie. I’ll apologize to them.” “Don’t do it now Vinnie. Wait until everybody leaves. There’re so pissed at you and if you say something now, they’ll probably lose it and embarrass themselves in front of everybody. Then they’ll be even madder at you for causing them to look like fools.” She gave Vinnie a quick hug. “Poor baby,” she said with a pitiable what-are-we-going-to-do-with-you? smirk. The Triolo siblings were the last to leave the funeral home. Their spouses and children had gone home. The parlor now took on a very different atmosphere as all of the energies of the evening’s condolences, the soft conversations, quiet tears, hovered silently but palpably; invisible clouds gathering to form a somber expansiveness that pushed on the ceiling, trying to escape into the night. Who could say how many other comforting utterances and deep sorrows from other wakes were part of the accumulated mournfulness embedded in the carpet, the drapes, the walls, the heavy furniture. For the moment, the family’s grief had waned, their sadness over taxed by the evening’s event. It had been a long day for everyone. Tomorrow would be the burial. “Mr. Rosen will handle everything,” Annie said. He’ll tell us what to do, where to stand, when to close the coffin. He’s wonderful at this.” “Well, this is his business. It’s good to let an expert handle the logistics,” Paulie said. He looked at Vinnie. “Where did you go for the rosary? Were you here, or did you disappear again?” “What do you mean, ‘disappear again?’” Vinnie said. “Well, I mean you’ve been gone for 2 years. You kind of disappeared to us.” Vinnie held out his arms in the manner of what are you talking about? “I disappeared?” “We were disappointed you didn’t get to say something about Momma. And, I’m really upset that even after I went over some things with Father Donohue, he still mispronounced Momma’s name,” Annie said. “I think he got his notes mixed up. Who was he talking about? Saying Momma had come over from Italy. And she was known for her wonderful meatballs, pasta and red gravy. We didn’t write anything like that. I mean Momma would have never called sugu ‘red gravy,’” Calo said. “And Aunt Rosie is the one who can make meatballs,” said Jake. “I’m disappointed Father Mancuso couldn’t have said Momma’s rosary. We all spoke about her, even some of our kids. It would have been nice if you had said something,” Annie said. “Everybody was wondering what happened to you.” “You guys covered everything, I’m sure. What else could I have said that you didn’t say?” Vinnie said. “That’s not the point, Vinnie, it’s just nice to have the whole family together at these times. I mean we’re all that’s left,” Annie said tearing up a bit. “I’m sorry. I guess I didn’t really think.” “How long you gonna stay around?” Jake asked. “I’m thinking a day or two. I got to get back to Tennessee to try to get something done with my business.” “You can’t stay longer? You know we’ve got some talking to do about the properties. Are we gonna hold on to them, sell them, lease them, or whatever? We’re gonna need to talk,” Paulie said. “Whatever you guys decide is ok with me,” Vinnie said. “Well, that’s well and good, Vinnie, but whatever we decide we got to make sure everybody signs off so none of us come back later wanting something else,” said Calo. “Of course, we’re going to meet with the lawyer and sign papers to agree on what we all want to do. I don’t mean to offend anybody, but it’s like Daddy used to tell us, ‘You can’t even trust your relatives now days,’” said Jake. “We’re not going to argue over the land and money, are we? Even before Mamma’s in the ground?” Annie said and burst into tears. “Wasn’t there some wine in the back?” asked Vinnie. “I’d like some wine. Anybody else?” “Yeah, go ahead Vinnie. See if there’s any left,” said Jake. “I know it’s not a pleasant thing to talk business with Momma laying in the next room, but sooner or later, we’re going to have to get down to business.” “I’d rather wait until later to tell you the truth,” said Paulie. “I don’t know how she got cancer. Dr. Boudreaux never saw anything like that when he examined her. I don’t remember either Momma or Daddy telling us we had cancer in the family,” Annie said. “Paulie did Daddy ever mention that we had cancer in the family? I don’t remember hearing that.” Vinnie came back with the bottle of Gallo Red and water glasses. “Who wants some?” he said waving the bottle. |